Wednesday, April 27

pictures








of course there are more, he has his own folder on the computer for heaven's sake, but these are good for now.

Tuesday, April 26

in answer to Mitch's question

no, the baby doesn't really sleep all that much. Except at night, but then so do I. He's going through his 2 week growth spurt right now, which apparently involves eating a lot more and being generally unhappy, but should only last a couple of days. I haven't updated earlier because for one, I have very little going on that doesn't involve the baby, and he really isn't very exciting to anyone but us, he's adorable but just eats, sleeps, and dirties diapers. He's getting to have more awake / alert time now, which is fun, but isn't generally up for much beyond cuddling and being walked around. Also, this taking care of an infant thing is quite time-consuming. It's very much moment-to-moment, like, ok, what does the baby need now? Food? ok. Ok, what does the baby need now? New diaper, check. Now? More food? Ok. We're starting to get into more of a routine, he's starting to go a bit longer between eating times, so all is pretty well.

Like I said, nothing else going on. Haven't seen any good movies lately, have been watching tv and staying up until about 11-12 at night because that's when the baby gets up to eat his bedtime snack meal, so I might as well stay up as be woken up shortly after going to bed myself. The cats are dealing with the interruption to their lives pretty well, they entertain themselves most of the time, and one of us is always available to pet them, so they're fine. They haven't quite figured out what this new little alien creature is, but don't seem to care too much either way.

My dear fiancé is going to do the bedtime snack feeding, so I'm going to go to bed myself.

Thursday, April 14

baby!

posted this on the olde preggo blog, but just in case anyone hasn't wandered over there yet, here you go..

ok, so short and to the point, because I'm tired, and frankly would rather be hanging out with my sweet boy or napping than sitting in this remarkably uncomfy chair at the computer.

woke up at about 2am Saturday with contractions, they were far apart though, so we just sat tight and I went back to sleep. Woke up at about 3:30, they had progressed to what I would say is fairly painful and about 5 minutes apart. Woke everybody up and headed to the hospital. 12.5 hours, GBS antibiotics, phentenol, laughing gas, and a pedundal block later, I have this to show for it.


Robert Kieran (Kieran, not Robert)
8lbs 9oz
Born April 9, 2005 at 6:24pm



I wouldn't rush out and do it again, it was really painful and incredibly tiring, and every part of me aches still. It wasn't absolutely horrible though, and I think I managed pretty well. I'm amazed at myself, and what my body knows how to do, and what the last 9 months have given us. I'm way more hormonal now than I ever was while pregnant, my stomach is just...horrific, lol, but that's to be expected, and I'm so tired I could fall over. And it's so worth it. I'm going to go look at my baby. He's so soft and perfect and I just want to look at him and touch him and sniff him all the time.

More later when things settle down.

Monday, April 11

update

No baby yet...so, if nothing happens before Sunday (I'm still hoping, but it's looking less and less hopeful), I'm scheduled for an induction Sunday morning. It's kind of scary, since I don't know what to expect exactly. I mean, I'm going to have my water broken, but I mean as far as the whole labour process goes.

I rented Sideways, and just was not in the mood to watch it. I feel bad, because I'm pretty sure it's a really good movie. I got just over halfway through, and then gave up. It was a really nice day out, so I went for a walk and sat out on the deck instead. What can you do? I'm excited for Fever Pitch, it came out today. I know it's going to be predictable, but hey, Ebert and Roeper gave it "two thumbs WAY up", so it must be decent. I'm hoping Jimmy Fallon is good, he was SO good in SNL, but his movies have just looked...terrible.

yeah, update for real, baby is here, I'll add more later, he was born Saturday evening and is absolutely gorgeous. We're all home safe and sound!

(that first part was supposed to publish like, last friday, but didn't)

Tuesday, April 5

finally (or, most links ever)

some good stuff on video! 3 movies came out today that I'm excited about. Or at least happy about, and will be watching. One, Spanglish, I've seen, and recommend that you all see also. Adam Sandler also has a new movie coming out, a(nother) remake of The Longest Yard; it looks pretty funny. I'm very excited about Sideways, because it never came to theatres near me. Fredericton is the worst, Closer came to the theatre here 3 weeks ago, the movie came out on video last week. Nicely done. They overlapped for almost a week. Idiots. Anway, I'm also looking forward to watching Suspect 0, because it looks cool, and has Ben Kingsley, who's one of those respectable type actors, as well as Aaron Eckhart, who I just really like, and Carrie-Ann Moss.

Today is the day I find out if they're going to let me be pregnant forever, I'll be sure to update you on whatever I find out.

My hair is getting really long, probably the longest it's been in years. I've actually stopped automatically putting it in a ponytail every day, and I think it apprecitates that. It's also looking pretty good, considering I've only dyed it once, with a washout at that, the whole time I've been pregnant. It's not that I need to dye my hair, but I have been since high school, and I enjoy it. It's been just about every colour, but not black. I'm pretty sure that wouldn't go with my 'yes, actually, I do go outside, but no, you can't really tell' complexion.

Monday, April 4

Noah, no!

all over the world...or at least continent, women's hearts are breaking. I know my sister's is for sure. They do have a new cute doctor guy on there, but still. Noah is the only guy left who's been on ER the whole time. It's kind of sad, but he's leaving for legitimate reasons, so that's good. Bring on the new cute doctors!

This is kind of a pathetic update, but there's just not much going on.

Friday, April 1

I (heart) spring in Canada

yesterday, it was +13, sunny, beautiful. No jacket required. Presently, it is freezing raining / hailing / wet snowing and definitely not +13. April Fools, it's not really spring!

I (heart) Google

no need to ask why, really. Gotta love a company with a sense of humour. Also check out your gmail account today, fun things going on there. My favourite is the graph, so sophisticated looking! If any of you want / need gmail, I have invites still, or again, or something. I think everyone I know has it though.

Happy April Fools! nobody pulled any pranks on me today. It's also spring forward weekend, which is significantly less fun than fall back weekend. Unless you're working on call or something, in which case it's fun to lose an hour of time.

Thursday, March 31

mmm, virusy

hey. so, some time in the fairly recent past, my computer got that about: blank virus. I got rid of it, but now my sweetie pie's parents have my computer and it seems to be infected again. I had gotten 2 programs to get rid of it, I believe one was called something like Browser Hijack Blaster or something, but I can't remember the other one. I'd like to remember so that I can get them and fix my computer, even though I don't have it anymore. They're going to bring it up next time they come so I can fix it. Good times. I'll also be able to get my files and stuff off it though, which is nice. Anyway, if anyone has suggestions for really good spyware / virus removing software, that'd be great. I have adaware, but it just doesn't do it all the time.

thanks.

Wednesday, March 30

archives, nice and organised

haha, not really, but what the hell do I care. It took me forever just to get them all to display, I'm not sure what's wrong with what I had before, but it stopped working. Blogger doesn't really like when you tell it to republish the entire site, it tends to just say 0% for like, an hour, and not do anything. So for now, that's what it's going to look like.

edit: apparently my making it a list thing *did* work. it was all just bunched up before. whatev.

I put up a thingy on the right hand sidebar that shows how people get referred to my site, it's pretty fun. It has kind of an ugly giant advertising button that I can't get rid of, but it's interesting to see how people are finding my site. Some people are just searching 'moderately spicy', (come on, bookmark me!), while others are doing searches for totally random things. I hope they're finding me useful.

This is annoying, because I wanted to post this morning but Blogger wasn't working. I'm liking it less and less lately, but I do so love it when it's working. I tried to set up some other programs, but I'm so used to having Blogger do everything for me, that I have no idea how to do anything in the more advanced-type programs that expect me to think for myself. Anyway, so I have no idea what I was going to talk about, but I did have a couple of things, and now, obviously, I have crap.

It's super nice out, so I think I'll go clean off the deck chairs (how DO they get so scummy from being snowed on??) and have a sit outside for a bit. The windows in this apartment are really hard to open, so that in itself was a bit of a workout. I'm hoping to induce labour. I was out and about today, and every single cashier asked me if I was due soon. I said yes, today actually. That's fun to do, you should try it. It's true though, and so not really fun, because the baby was supposed to already be here. He's a jokester.

Hey, it's Van Gogh's birthday, check out Google. They're so fun, I wish I got to design the logo things.

Friday, March 25

"Then they had some kind of emotional reaction and vomited."

It's one of those things that's funny, and yet not funny at all, at the same time.

I thought it was interesting to know that they make their chili from scratch though. Good for them!

"Somewhere, somebody is missing a finger."

See what I mean about funny and not funny at all? That line is worthy of Horatio Cane himself!

Wednesday, March 23

super funny

I had a hard time with some of the answers, I've never really thought about what kind of food my dream man is like, but it's fun regardless.

dream date finder

leave a comment telling me who you got, and I'll tell you who I got.

technical difficulties

Why don't I have archives for Feb / March? Since you can't just republish your archives any more, I republished the whole gd site, so it's probably all the new colours now, not really what I wanted, and still no archives for Feb or March. Weird. Or, I just checked, and it didn't even republish everything, it just pretended to and took a really long time, but only redid the March page, which doesn't show up on the archives link page, and the index. Useful.

My printer turns on and makes working noises, but when I try to print something, the little icon comes up and says it is offline. Not helpful. We unplugged it from the computer and plugged it back in, and it 'found new hardware' and installed, but now is not working again.

It's spring, and almost Easter! I need to get myself some tulips I think. Not lillies, they're bad for kitties.

Speaking of kitties, for those concerned, it seems George may have a small ulcer in his stomach, which would explain his random barfing since it would get irritated from time to time. We're treating that with delicious medicine that he loves (ha), so hopefully this'll do the trick.

Sunday, March 20

a note to (stupid) pet owners

Just because it's still technically winter, doesn't mean that you can lock your dog in your car with the windows up. It's about a million degrees in the sun today, and it will still get quite warm in the car. You are an idiot, and deserve to be kicked squarely in the face.

Would I have gotten in trouble if I had broken a window in that guy's car? I don't think I should. I'd probably get in more trouble for doing that than he would for endangering or killing his dog, because that's the super effective way that animal cruelty laws work.

Thursday, March 17

random updates

I had possibly the worst sleep of my life last night, and have been wide awake and starving since about 5. I've eaten lots, but am still hungry.

I'm worried about my cat. He's at the vet, getting xrays, a barium series, and bloodwork to see why he keeps barfing. He's so tiny and cute, it makes me sad that he's sick. Animals being sick is always sad though, because they can't tell you what's wrong, and most of the time don't even show that something is. I'm also a little annoyed that my other cat doesn't seem to care that George isn't here. I feel awful leaving my cat at the vet's, I can't imagine how I'm going to deal with like, dropping my son off at his first day of school.

I want to meet my baby. I'm going insane. I am not, nor have I ever been, a patient person. This is worse than waiting for Christmas, because at least you know exactly when Christmas will arrive. It can't just show up 2 weeks early or a week late.

11am and 2pm are the worst times for daytime tv. Even HGTV and TLC don't have anything good on. I'm not sure how TLC can get away with being called that, it's totally non-educational. A&E is also, as MadTV put it, now neither artistic nor entertaining. Dog the Bounty Hunter? Come on.

Ever since I was in the hospital, I'm far too aware of what's on tv at any given time on any given weekday. Not good.

I bought the new Jack Johnson cd the other day, while I was out to get The Incredibles on DVD. If you haven't seen it, you really should, at least rent it. Also, as expected, Jack's new cd is great. He's mellow, but not so mellow so as to make you want to shoot yourself in the face. I think I may start a sidebar column here for my sister's musical recommendations. She's usually way ahead of the game, and right on the money.

It's St. Patrick's day, and I'm wearing red. That's not right. Did you know he wasn't even Irish? He was born in Wales and kidnapped by Irish pirates, and sold into slavery in Ireland. Looks like things worked out alright for him after that though.

I got paid today, finally. I'm pretty happy about that. I still don't have any money, but at least I have less no money than before. Does that make sense?

It took me 21 minutes to write this post. I'm easily distracted.

It took another hour before I was able to post it, because Blogger is being a piece of shit.

edit: Georges is ok, apparently. This is good news, of course, but still frustrating, because we don't know why he barfs. Apparently some cats just do. Also, Mort keeps hissing and growling at him because he has vet / medicine smell on him still. Poor guy!

Tuesday, March 15

blockbuster

I've been wondering what exactly the deal is with this 'no more late fees' thing, so I looked it up. I thought I'd share it with you, since most everyone I know rents movies. I've actually been thinking of joining zip.ca or something similar to the US Netflix, but haven't yet.

Anyway, so if you rent a movie at Blockbuster, you can keep it a week past its due date. On the 8th day, they charge you the price of the movie - new price if it's not available as a pre-viewed sale yet, and pre-viewed price if it is, and they subtract the price you paid to rent it. If you end up returning it sometime in the next 30 days, you'll get that sale price money back, less a $1.75 'restocking fee'. I had heard bad things, but that seems like a totally reasonable system to me. If you're going to keep the movie for over a month, you really do deserve to have to pay for it. I'm one of the 'oh, crap, the movie was due back at noon' customers, who gets it back, but maybe a few hours late or the next day occasionally. This is great for me.

domestic goddess

hells yeah. I made turkey pot pie last night for supper, and it was effing delicious. The hardest part was making pastry, but it wasn't too bad. If you're ever looking to make said pie, basically you just mix all of your leftover turkey dinner stuff - meat, veg, gravy, and put it in a pie shell, and bake it. Mmmmm.

In other news, my cat has been barfing a lot, so we're taking him in for some tests this afternoon. I took him in on the weekend and the vet said she couldn't see anything wrong, but could run tests if I wanted. I opted for no, because apparently I'm a bad cat-mom. She did say though that her cat does the same thing and there's nothing wrong with him, so I felt not bad about not testing. So, hopefully they'll find something, but it won't be anything serious, and they'll fix it.

We have everything put away in our apartment, basically. I know I said that a while ago, but everything is organised now and looks good. We got a closet organiser that took the fiancé's dad the entire afternoon to install, but now we have shelving, which is very useful, since we only have one dresser between us and I currently have 2 wardrobes. The office needs some shelves or something, it has this giant desk thing attached to the wall, with one drawer and no shelves, so all the computer stuff is just scattered all over the place.

The baby continues to mambo daily, showing that he's not running out of room like he's supposed to. I just keep expanding to accommodate his giant-ness. Very thoughtful of me, no? I'm officially full-term now, and am hoping to go into labour at any moment. My sister's coming up tomorrow, that would be a fun way to welcome her! Anyway, see the preggo blog for full deets on preggo stuff, and some whining.

Monday, March 7

2 things

part I: so gross

I toasted myself a bagel this morning that I had bought on Wednesday. Seems safe, yes? I then ate half of aforementioned bagel before noticing spots of mold growing on it. Not cool.

part II: why I'm a dork

Because I find stuff like this really interesting.

Friday, March 4

I rrrrolled and won!

I think that's a good sign. My first rrrroll up of the season, and I won a coffee. It's no thousand dollars, true, but it's better than a re-essayez. I gave it to my almost father-in-law. He was up here yesterday painting the nursery, and had a bit of an accident where the gallon bucket of paint knocked over and spilled all over the carpet. No good. Somehow though, he managed to get it out, and you'd never know anything was there if you didn't know. Even though I know, I can't tell. Mr. Clean and Shout Oxy Power did the trick. And lots of scrubbing.

My cat barfs a lot. The vet thought it might be worms, and gave him medicine for that, but he still barfs, so as I suspected (how would an indoor cat get worms?) it seems not to have been that. My vet said it could be hairballs that won't come up, so I'm now trying "intensive hairball treatment". It's basically normal hairball stuff, from the vet so it's a little stronger, given en masse for 3 days. Poor George. He hates it, so I have to squish it into the fur on his front leg so he'll lick it off. I feel bad using his natural instinct to be clean against him, but there's not much else I can do. I'm not cleaning up barf daily, that's just gross. I'm giving some to Mort daily too, he likes it, and it can't hurt. I'll switch to weekly after a bit.

Hmm, what else is exciting. I soaked my showerhead in vinegar and scrubbed it with a toothbrush so that water will shoot out of all of the holes, and in a relatively straight fashion. Who needs CLR? Not me! I also read reviews of a bunch of stuff on the Shopping Bags website, you should too. They've reviewed everything. Even cats. I also went with a friend to the Clay Café and painted a dinosaur piggy bank. All in all, a productive day, and a damn interesting one.

Thursday, March 3

rrrrrroll up the rrrrrim!

I love it! I very rarely win anything, but whatever. It means that spring is coming, for one thing, and it does make drinking your coffee / hot chocolate more exciting. I had another ultrasound today, and am still not very impressed with the hospital here vs. the hospital in Moncton, but this will just have to do!

things are still a bit of a mess here, but there are a couple of piles of empty boxes, so when they get dealt with it'll be slightly better. I have roughly 8000 pieces of old mail, bills and such, that we don't need, but I have to go through them and see what's old and what's recent, and shred the old stuff. Good times. I also have a good-sized pile of cds and disks with no labels on them, so I have to go through them and see what's blank and what's useless. I just got my final bill from NBPower, apparently I've established an excellent credit record with them, and they thank me very much for my business.

OK, survey time. I hate Rogers. It's just a fact. They just sent me my final bill for our cable / internet service at the old place, since I've closed the account. Thing is, 2 things. One, the account isn't in my name, and they hassle me *every* time I call in, even though my name is attached to the account so that I'm able to call in and change things. Two, we didn't ask to have the account closed, just moved to here. Thus, them sending a bill to me personally, telling me to contact them soon to pay it before it gets sent to collections (pardon?) sends me into a near rage. I know I overreact a bit, but I just can't stand stupidity, especially when it's making me look bad. So, I don't really think I want to deal with them. We have to for cable, we have no options here other than sattelite, which is no better and no cheaper. I was going to downgrade my internet to hi-speed lite/express, which is still faster than dial-up, but only $30/month instead of $44. For the amount of downloading etc that I do, should be fine. Aliant has a deal on right now, that if you sign a year contract, their regular high-speed is $30/month also. Would be faster than the Rogers lite hi-speed, and I wouldn't have to deal with Rogers for internet. Which is good. They say there's a $35 installation charge, but I'm hopeful that I could work my way out of that, since I'd be switching to them and signing a contract. If not, I'll tell them to eff off, I'll stay with Rogers. Who has Aliant, is it good? I haven't had it for a long time, not since it first came out and was super super fast. I know it's not that way anymore, they (as well as Rogers) cap how fast you can download and upload. I think I'll just switch, it can't be worse, and their service is so much better. At the very least, they haven't truly pissed me off lately, and Rogers has, several times. They sent someone to our apartment to do the move, install the cable here, and the next week had no record of any of that, the request to move or the guy having been here. What? Just awful.

This post is random, I apologize.