Another one bites the dust.
(warning, venting to follow)
I'm going to call the district tomorrow and try to talk to someone I know there, because I'm being told that there's nothing more I can do to get a job, that my presentation is really good, I'm not doing anything wrong, but there is always someone more qualified who gets the position. So, my question remains, why are they interviewing me? I have very little interest in doing an interview for a job I cannot get. And if there is somebody more qualified, unless they like, urinate on one of the interviewers, chances are they're going to get the position. I keep getting told not to get discouraged, not to give up, that my time will come, blah blah, but I'm finding it impossible to keep up hope when I really don't feel that I have had a chance at any of the jobs I'm being interviewed for. Interviews are good regardless, to a point. But I'm to the point now where it doesn't even make sense to interview me any more, I think everyone who does hiring at the district has interviewed me at least once, and I don't need any more practise to work on my presentation. I'm pretty fed up. I made a decision to stay here, moved into a new place, and am trying to make it work, but it's proving pretty difficult. I'm not ready to try again for jobs elsewhere, it's not in me to move again, especially for the things being offered in other districts, which are just long term supplies. Better than nothing, yes, but worth packing up and leaving? Harder to say. I also was led to believe that I would have at least one more interview, that I would hear about this week, but I did not, obviously. So I have to see about that.
For now though, I have to go to bed.